Halloween is more than
costumes and candy. Wiccans view Samhain (Halloween) as the end of the witch’s
year, and a new year is always a good time to start fresh and let go of the
past. It’s also considered the date when the veil between this world and the
next is the thinnest. In other cultures, Day of the Dead is celebrated on November
1, and it’s a time for honoring family members no longer with us.
So this Halloween I will
be saying goodbye to my beloved Josephine, a cat who has been with me for more
than 15 years. She passed away in her sleep Friday night. Although she had been
receiving treatment for a variety of age-related diseases, it was a shock for
my husband and I to lose her so suddenly. Up until the end, she remained a
happy, playful, sweet girl.
She loved a warm sunbeam,
her catnip-stuffed mouse toys, and bites of pork from an order of pad Thai.
Christmas was her favorite time of year – “helping” wrap presents and laying
under the tree. I’ll never forget her meeting her younger sisters for the first
time with an authoritative hiss and swat, always the head cat in our
house! Everyone who met her loved her (even her be-swatted sisters), and she
loved to greet new people, more than happy to apply cat hair to their legs,
coats, or purses.
Today I thought I heard
her singing - she had this special meow she used when she was playing with her
favorite toys. It didn’t strike me at first that the sound was out of place,
but then I remembered. I hope it wasn’t wishful “hearing.” I would like to
think it was her way of letting me know she was okay before moving on.
It’s heartbreaking to say
goodbye to her. But I see her in my mind in the Summerland, soaking up the sun
with her older sister, Madison, and… well, to be honest, I’m not entirely
comforted. I’ll probably go through a ton more tissues and I’ll mistake every
black shadow or dark piece of clothing as her for quite some time. But I do
know it’ll get easier eventually. I was lucky to have so much time with her and
so many happy memories.
Love you, Jo.